2008

“Sweet sweet inclination.”
— Oh Kant.

“Major hearts in my eyes moment.”
— Oh love.

“Possibilities”
— are exciting.

“It’s not perfect but it will happily do.”
— Fast.

“Could this be something I need now?”
— The baggage is getting to me.

“I’m just really happy right now.”
— Let’s hope it lasts.

“Please let this work. Please let this work.”
— Please let this work.

“Nervous.”
— Trying to be hopeful.

“Lingering amazing after-effect.”
— lalala.

“Bliss.”
— Or something like it.

“No matter how we deny ourselves of that reality, the truth...”
— Things happen for a reason.

“I miss. miss. miss.”
— :)

“I’m getting so fed up of it.”
— LET. ME. BE.

“Riding that exciting, dangerous ride.”
— It should be worth it.

“Surprise. Surprise.”
— Masaya pa rin..

“Ang sayaaaaaa.”

“I could really get used to this.”
— :) :(

“Panic At The Disco’s When the Day Met the Night.”
— This song is love.

“The yin and yang cosmic bullshit.”
— Crap.

“Overwhelmed yet again.”
— A lot more positive than what...

“Fine. Happy. Whatever that means.”
— Let’s not get lost over...

“I don’t. do not. won’t. can’t....”
— unfortunately, life is...

“It’s just very, very sweet.”
— :)

“Yes, it can get pretty scary.”
— Trying to remain focused.

“Meeting with joy and sorrow… finding them...”
—  Finale, Summer of 42

“I have major attachment issues.”
— Currently working on it.

“Dangerous Grounds.”
— But it can get pretty...

“I’ll worry about it later.”
— Still very, very happy. 

“Let’s just enjoy it.”
— Momentary joy.

“Thank you.”
— For making me feel better.

“Realities are a blur.”
— Trying not to sink into...

“Suffering. It comes. It feels as if it goes. But really. It...”
— Cry.

“I’m not supposed to care. I’m not supposed to...”
— I’m not supposed to...

“You don’t understand.”
— Ugh.

“Crazy. Happy. Bothered. Anxious. Excited. Thrilled. Giddy....”
— Who ever said this was easy?

“I wonder if people actually read it. Or if the people that...”
— Email me love notes....

“Trivialities and the like.”
— Why?

“Sometimes, I’m just really wrong.”
— So forget it.

“Sometimes, you just can’t explain it.”
— So there’s really no...

“Detach. Detach. NOW.”
— :((

“Ugh. Attachment. Nakakainis.”
— Ranting. Ranting.

“Let’s not go there.”
— Or something something.

“Times when being a control-freak can be a totally positive...”
— Keeping it under control.

“Backing off before things can get worse.”
— Thanks for listening to me,...

“It’s definitely because you remind me of someone.”
— Baffled.

“Seriously. WHY??”
— errrr. WHY NOW?

“Happily annoyed.”
— I’m still trying to put...

“It’s like some kind of roller coaster ride. Am I ready...”
— I’m not sure I want to...

“It’s just so much fun.”
— Yes. Yes. Happy. Happy. For...

“This is a strange, almost likable yet disturbing feeling.”
— I’m not even going to...

“This can be dangerous. Should I feel guilty?”
— Yeah. I do.

“Minsan, nakakamiss.”
— Sometimes, you miss it.

“It’s simply suffocating. Leave me alone.”
— Serious.

“Why does it bother me so much?”
— Annoyed yet sad.

“There’s just history there. Making everything so much...”
— Rattled when I know I...

“Minsan masarap talaga magpaka-emo.”

“Just realize what I just realized We’d never have to...”

“There are rare moments of relapses. It can be quite...”

“I’m not used to this anymore. Just be flattered,...”

“Can we all JUST BE friends? Nothing more. No...”

“Nakamamatay ang sem na ito. Toxic.”

“Sometimes just before it gets dark, when it’s all cold...”

“Pagod na ako. forealz. I’m bordering immediate...”

“Grabe ka. You make it so easy for us to hate you.”

“Pwede na lang bang matulog?”

“I’m trying here.”

“I need to breathe. Somewhere in between, I feel the need to...”

“Sometimes I just want to scream and cry. Scream and cry....”
— A very stressed me

“I just want to stop worrying.”
— Me, The Worrier.

“His unpredictability gets to me. Arrrrgggh.”
— Me and my bothered self.